welcome

october 14th, 2021

literally fuming rn. ok so you know how i talked about hanging out with someone yesterday? and i was really looking forward to it? he fucking cancelled on me like last minute. so annoying. i literally stayed in town even though i was super tired and wanted to go home bc i thought we were hanging out. it's fine, i hung out with other friends instead, but like come ON. how dare someone do that??? fucking hell, it's literally so annoying.

i love this gif lol

right now it's 16:07 and i get off work in 53 minutes. i'm gonna hang out with someone after work, so that's fun. but you know what just happened? i wore the cutest lingerie underwear today, because i'm cute like that, and my fucking period started. i know i can clean it out, it's just annoying. it's probably why i'm so pissy today. i'm also very tired, and i already drank two full sized energy drinks which i should not have done, but whatever. it's not like they work anyways. i believe i also forgot to take my sertraline so that's fun. anyways, today is kinda meh so far.

oh, something good that is happening is i got a response from the residence lady about moving onto campus!!!!!! so that means i gotta pay a shitton and then i'll be out of here. worried about money management, but i'll make it work. i just don't get how loans work...