welcome

october 13th, 2021

hi, good afternoon! right now i'm sitting in philosophy and it's stuffy in here. honestly it's rather boring, but that's kind of expected. i've fallen asleep in this class a few times. i also took a two hour nap on my desk this morning at work. i'm just really tired today.

i was planning on hanging out with someone i like tonight, but we did end up hanging out yesterday as well so he might not want to hang out today. he's kind of a slow texter, so i'm still awaiting his response. i hope we can hang out, i kind of miss him.

isn't it weird how though we barely know someone, we can miss them? i've only known him for about two weeks, but i really enjoy his company. i told myself i wouldn't get attached to anyone so soon after the breakup, but i can't really help it. we click really well, and i get excited at the idea of spending time together with him. i just really can't tell if he feels the same way, you know? when we're together, it seems to be that way, but then some things he does seem to contradict that. it's probably just me reading into it too much, actually. most of the things are normal and i'm just paranoid. plus, it's not like he has any obligation to me, right?

anyways, all i really want right now is to take a nap. this class is over in an hour, and then i'll go home and nap. i'm thinking about just getting up and leaving now, but that would kind of be an asshole thing to do. i don't want to be rude, but taking a nap in the back of my car is sounding real nice right now. instead, maybe i'll just nap at my seat. anyways, bye!